What Do You Actually Want From Sex? Moving Beyond Performance, Frequency and “Normal”
Quick Takeaways
We often measure our sex lives by things that don't necessarily tell us whether the sex is satisfying.
Frequency, orgasm, erections, lubrication and intercourse can be parts of sex without being the point of sex.
Worrying about whether you're sexually “normal” can make it harder to discover what actually works for you.
Sexual difficulties sometimes become worse when sex starts feeling like a performance.
What people want from sex can include pleasure and orgasm, but also closeness, connection, playfulness, feeling wanted, excitement, acceptance, freedom, reassurance, novelty, relaxation or feeling alive.
Sexual preferences and needs can change across relationships and throughout life.
Better sexual connection often begins with curiosity rather than performance.
What Does "Good Sex" Mean to You?
It sounds like a simple question, but is it?
If I asked you whether you wanted a satisfying sex life, you would probably say yes.
But what would make it satisfying?
How often you have sex?
Whether you orgasm?
How long sex lasts?
Whether your body responds the way you think it should?
Whether your partner initiates?
Whether intercourse happens?
Whether you both finish?
Most of us have absorbed ideas about what successful sex is supposed to look like long before we've ever stopped to ask ourselves:
What do I actually want from sex?
And that question can change everything.
We Spend a Lot of Time Trying to Be Sexually "Normal"
One of the themes sex therapist Marty Klein explores in Sexual Intelligence is how preoccupied people can become with sexual normality.
How often should couples have sex?
How long should intercourse last?
Should I orgasm every time?
Should I want sex more?
Should my partner want sex more?
Should an erection stay hard the entire time?
Should I be able to orgasm from penetration?
Are my fantasies weird?
Am I taking too long?
Am I not taking long enough?
Underneath all of these questions is often another one:
Am I normal?
The problem is that even if I could tell you exactly what the average person does, it wouldn't necessarily tell you anything useful about what creates a satisfying sexual relationship for you.
Statistically common and personally fulfilling aren't the same thing.
We Often Measure Sex by What Bodies Do
Think about how people commonly describe sexual difficulties.
"I can't stay hard."
"I can't orgasm."
"I don't get wet enough."
"I take too long."
"I finish too fast."
"I don't initiate."
"We aren't having enough sex."
These concerns can absolutely matter.
Physical changes can sometimes warrant medical assessment, and sexual functioning deserves to be taken seriously.
But there's another layer worth exploring.
When sex becomes primarily about whether our bodies perform correctly, it can become very difficult to actually experience it.
Instead of noticing:
That feels good.
We're thinking:
Am I hard enough?
Am I wet enough?
Am I taking too long?
Are they enjoying this?
Should I be more turned on?
Am I making enough noise?
Do I look okay?
Are they getting bored?
Now part of your brain is participating in sex while another part is standing outside the experience grading your performance.
That isn't a particularly relaxing place from which to experience pleasure.
Sexual Function Is Not the Same as Sexual Satisfaction
This distinction is important.
A person can have:
an erection,
lubrication,
intercourse,
and an orgasm...
and still have completely unsatisfying sex.
Someone else can experience changes in erections, mobility, orgasm or sexual function and still have an intimate, erotic and deeply satisfying sexual experience.
Our bodies change.
We age.
We experience illness.
We take medications.
Hormones change.
Pregnancy changes bodies.
Menopause changes bodies.
Cancer treatment can change bodies.
Disability can change what is physically possible.
If our definition of successful sex only works when our bodies function in one very specific way, our sexual world can become smaller as life changes.
A more flexible sexual definition gives us somewhere to go.
Instead of:
Did my body perform correctly?
we can ask:
Did we experience something we valued?
So What Are You Actually Looking For?
People don't necessarily have sex simply because they want sexual release.
Sometimes what we are seeking is:
pleasure
orgasm
closeness
playfulness
connection
excitement
novelty
comfort
reassurance
affection
attention
validation
feeling desirable
feeling chosen
feeling powerful
surrender
freedom
exploration
stress relief
feeling embodied
escape from responsibility
feeling alive
being known
being accepted
And different sexual experiences can serve different purposes.
Sometimes sex is deeply intimate.
Sometimes it's playful.
Sometimes it's adventurous.
Sometimes it's comforting.
Sometimes it's intense.
Sometimes it's ridiculous and you both start laughing.
Sex doesn't have to accomplish the same thing every time.
But understanding what you're hoping to experience can help you create sex that actually gives you more of it.
Sex Can Be About Identity Too
This is one place where Esther Perel's exploration of sexuality and infidelity offers another interesting lens.
Sex isn't only something we do.
It can also connect us with different experiences of who we are.
Maybe everyday life requires you to be:
responsible,
competent,
organized,
a parent,
a professional,
a caregiver,
the person who remembers everything.
Erotic experiences may offer access to a completely different part of yourself.
Playful.
Irresponsible.
Bold.
Desired.
Dominant.
Submissive.
Curious.
Adventurous.
Free.
That doesn't mean someone needs an affair or a new partner to access those parts of themselves.
But it does raise an interesting question:
Who do you get to be in your erotic life?
And perhaps:
Is there a part of yourself that has disappeared from it?
Sometimes "I Want More Sex" Means Something Else
Imagine one partner says:
"I want us to have more sex."
It sounds like a request about frequency.
But what might they actually mean?
Maybe:
I want to feel desired by you.
I miss feeling close to you.
I want reassurance that we're okay.
I miss feeling playful together.
I want to know you still see me as a sexual person.
Sex is where I feel most connected to you.
Now imagine the other partner hears:
You're failing me sexually.
That partner may become anxious, defensive or pressured.
And pressure tends not to be particularly helpful for desire.
So couples can spend years arguing about frequency when they aren't actually talking about what sex represents.
And Sometimes "I Don't Want Sex" Means Something Else Too
Lower desire can also contain information.
It might mean:
I'm exhausted.
I'm resentful.
I’m stressed.
I don't feel connected to my body.
Sex feels predictable.
I'm worried I won't orgasm.
I know you're expecting intercourse and I don't want intercourse.
I'm afraid I'll disappoint you.
I feel touched-out.
I don't like the sex we're having.
I need more time to transition out of everyday life.
My body has changed and I don't know how to navigate it yet.
Sometimes the useful question isn't:
Why don't you want sex?
It's:
What makes sex difficult to want right now?
Those questions can lead to very different conversations.
What Does Sex Mean in Your Relationship?
Two partners can participate in exactly the same sexual encounter while experiencing it very differently.
For one person, sex might mean:
We're connected.
For the other:
I'm expected to perform.
For one:
This is where I feel loved.
For the other:
This is where I worry I'll disappoint you.
For one:
Sex helps me relax.
For the other:
I need to relax before I can access sex.
Neither person is necessarily wrong.
But if you've never talked about what sex means to each of you, these differences can easily become misunderstandings.
What Are Your Conditions for Good Sex?
This is one of my favourite areas to explore with people.
Not:
What sexual position do you like?
Although that can certainly matter.
I'm talking about the broader conditions that allow you to actually be present sexually.
Maybe you need:
privacy.
Maybe you need the bedroom door locked.
Maybe the kids can't be awake.
Maybe you need to feel clean.
Maybe you need your teeth brushed.
Maybe you need the dishes finished first because otherwise your brain won't let them go.
Maybe you need emotional connection.
Maybe you need novelty.
Maybe you need to know sex doesn't have to end in intercourse.
Maybe you need more direct communication.
Maybe you need less talking and more physical initiation.
Maybe you need humour.
Maybe you need time.
Maybe you need to know you can stop without your partner becoming upset.
These aren't trivial details.
They're part of your sexual context.
What Are You Afraid Will Happen During Sex?
This is another question worth asking.
Sometimes sexual difficulties make more sense when we explore fear rather than function.
Are you afraid:
your erection will disappear?
you won't orgasm?
you'll take too long?
your partner will get bored?
you won't know what to do?
your body won't cooperate?
you'll look awkward?
your partner will judge your fantasy?
you'll disappoint them?
you'll be rejected?
you'll feel pressure to continue?
you'll lose control?
you won't be able to stay present?
If a significant portion of your attention is devoted to preventing something bad from happening, there may not be much attention left for pleasure.
What If Nothing Had to Happen?
Imagine sexual connection where:
Nobody had to orgasm.
Nobody had to stay hard.
Nobody had to lubricate.
Nobody had to initiate perfectly.
Intercourse wasn't required.
There was no correct amount of time.
You could laugh.
You could change your mind.
You could ask for something different.
You could stop.
You could be curious.
You couldn't fail.
What would you want to do then?
For some people, removing the finish line creates considerably more room for sexuality.
Ask Before There's a Crisis
What do you miss about yourself?
What do you miss about us?
What makes you feel alive?
When do you feel most desirable?
What parts of your sexuality haven't we talked about?
What would you like more of?
What would you like less of?
What feels predictable?
What feels exciting?
What are you afraid to ask for?
What assumptions have we made about monogamy?
What actually counts as betrayal to each of us?
What are our boundaries around flirting?
Emotional intimacy with other people?
Ex-partners?
Social media?
People often assume they're operating from the same definition of fidelity because they've never discovered otherwise.
Explicit conversations are usually safer than assumptions.
Sexual Communication Is More Than Saying What Position You Like
Good sexual communication isn't just:
"A little to the left."
It's being able to say:
I want this.
I don't want that.
I'm curious about this.
I'm embarrassed to tell you this.
I don't know what I want yet.
I changed my mind.
That feels good.
That doesn't.
Can we slow down?
Can we try something different?
I want to feel wanted.
I want to feel less pressure.
I miss this part of us.
Sexual intelligence isn't simply knowing more facts about sex.
It's developing enough self-knowledge, flexibility and communication to create sexual experiences that actually work for the people involved.
Stop Grading Your Sex Life
One of the biggest shifts you can make is moving away from evaluating sex according to an imaginary standard.
Instead of:
Did we have sex enough this month?
ask:
Do we feel sexually connected?
Instead of:
Did everyone orgasm?
ask:
Was it pleasurable?
Instead of:
Did my body work?
ask:
Could I stay present?
Instead of:
Was I good in bed?
ask:
Could we communicate and respond to each other?
Instead of:
Are we normal?
ask:
Does our sexual relationship work for us?
That's a very different definition of sexual success.
Reflection Questions
You can explore these alone or with a partner:
What do I actually want to experience during sex?
When sex is satisfying, what makes it satisfying?
What makes me feel desired?
What helps me feel sexually confident?
What interferes with my ability to stay present?
What am I usually thinking about during sex?
What am I afraid might happen?
What conditions make sexual connection easier for me?
What sexual expectations have I absorbed from culture, previous partners, pornography, religion, family or media?
Which of those expectations actually fit me?
What does sex represent emotionally for me?
What parts of myself come alive sexually?
Are there parts of myself I would like more access to?
What fantasies or preferences am I curious about?
What makes those ideas appealing?
What would satisfying sex look like if intercourse, frequency and orgasm weren't the main measures?
When Therapy Can Help
Sometimes people come to sex therapy because something isn't "working."
Desire.
Erections.
Orgasm.
Frequency.
Initiation.
But sexual therapy doesn't necessarily begin by fixing the symptom.
Sometimes we need to understand what sex has become.
Is it pleasurable?
Is it pressured?
Is it predictable?
Is it a place of connection?
Is it a place where someone regularly feels inadequate?
Can you communicate?
Can you be curious?
Can your body change without sex disappearing?
Can you tell your partner what you actually want?
Sex therapy can provide space to explore those questions without reducing sexuality to performance.
Frequently Asked Questions
What makes sex satisfying?
There isn't one universal formula. Sexual satisfaction can involve pleasure, connection, communication, feeling desired, novelty, safety, playfulness, orgasm and many other experiences. What matters most will differ between people and can change throughout life.
Is orgasm necessary for good sex?
No. Orgasm can be an enjoyable and important part of sexuality, but it isn't the only meaningful measure of sexual satisfaction.
How often should couples have sex?
There isn't a universally correct frequency. Comparing your relationship with averages can sometimes create more anxiety than useful information. A better question is whether both partners feel able to discuss their sexual relationship and whether the current pattern is working for them.
Is it normal to fantasize about someone other than my partner?
Sexual fantasies do not necessarily represent intentions or behaviours. People can experience fantasies they have no desire to act upon. Curiosity about what a fantasy represents emotionally can sometimes be more useful than judging its literal content.
Does fantasizing about someone else mean I'm unhappy in my relationship?
Not necessarily. Fantasy and relationship satisfaction aren't simple opposites. However, recurring fantasies can sometimes provide useful information about themes such as novelty, freedom, power, pursuit or feeling desired.
Why does thinking about my sexual performance make sex harder?
Performance monitoring can pull attention away from physical sensation, pleasure and connection. Anxiety about erections, orgasm, appearance or satisfying a partner can therefore interfere with the very sexual responses someone is trying to create.
Can a relationship recover after infidelity?
Some relationships end after infidelity and others remain together and work toward repair. Recovery can involve addressing the impact of betrayal, rebuilding safety and trust, taking responsibility, and eventually understanding the meaning and context of what occurred. There is no single correct outcome for every couple.
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References & Further Reading
Klein, M. (2012). Sexual Intelligence: What We Really Want From Sex—and How to Get It. HarperOne.
Perel, E. (2017). The State of Affairs: Rethinking Infidelity. HarperCollins.
Perel, E. (2006). Mating in Captivity: Unlocking Erotic Intelligence. HarperCollins.
Bancroft, J., & Janssen, E. (2000). The dual control model of male sexual response: A theoretical approach to centrally mediated erectile dysfunction. Neuroscience & Biobehavioral Reviews, 24(5), 571–579.
